Record 20: Feeling sad and yet feeling grateful

Today, A-Roo received his focal. My heart feels for him. He is such a smart guy, talented and yet people here does not appreciate him much. There isn't much I can do but just to cling close to him. I know him too well, he will always look things in the brighter perspective and always smile. How great is my hubby-to-be. No matter what, I will stand by him. I will always be there to hold him even he asked me not to :P

We bought the dog, Ruffy back home. To our amaze, God answered our prayer and he managed to walk a bit and slowly even though his fourth leg is still broken. Praise the Lord. This is truly amazing as he was healed by himself without undergoing any surgery. Thank you, God for hearing us. Now is time for the dog to rest a bit and walk a bit and we will be bringing him for another vet visit for 2nd opinion.

I love you, A-Roo. I want you to be happy, at times, it is out of my control and i cannot do anything but to stay near to you. Cheer up! Lord knows you and I know you. We know you will make it successfully soon!

Record 19: Sometimes when we have to then we will do it no matter what

Soon, there will be a new member in the house. A small doggy called Ruffy :) I love A-Roo for who he is, for the heart he has. How I feel blessed to have him! Hehe.. a heart that is so gentle and filled with love, no harden in whatsoever way even when things might be tough. Really love you, A-Roo. ;) No matter what will happen.. let's pray for Ruffy. Hope he will heal well and able to walk again and live healthily.
Abba Father, I just want to continue to surrender Ruffy into Your hand. Father, I ask of your Mighty and healing hand be upon him as You heal him fully and recover him from his injuries. May Ruffy be spared from all the pains and uncomfortable feelings that he might have, Lord. Let miracle happen on this poor little dog O'Lord. Come Lord as we beg you Lord. And I pray all these in Jesus's name. Amen.

Record 18: Not enough time?

When I think of this question, it actually draws me into many situations that are happening now in my life. Not enough time for wedding preparation (all the arrangements, florist finalization, song selection, slide making...blah blah blah...), not enough time for work and Silicon is coming!! (applicable to me and A-Roo..esp A-Roo.. my heart actually feels sad for all the troubles he is facing now, not enough time for friends (to get together and have a good chat and follow-up), not enough time for many many more things... -_-
But of all the "not enough time" matters, I feel for what A-Roo is facing. As a good future Mrs A-Roo, I shall need to be 1) patient 2) caring 3) understanding 4) helpful 5) always submit things to God on his behalf. We worry but we tend to forget we have a stronghold there waiting to help us - Our Father.
Abba Father, I just want to stop at this moment to pray to You Lord, those that concern and worry us. I want to esp surrender A-Roo into Your mighty hand that You will bless him abundantly with wisdom, knowledge and all the skills required for his succession of work. May he, Lord, be also granted with good rest and sleep Lord that he will be refreshed every day to get focus in his work Lord. May You Lord, provide him with all the neccessary helps. Thank you Lord and I pray all this in Jesus's name.

Record 15: A RM209 to warm the hearts of the elders

Finally, I completed the mission of the year! Me and A-Roo went to Giant today to buy numerous stuff to be donated away for the elders in Charis Home. We bought : 10kg rice x3, 1kg Milo x3, Kopi-O x3, toilet roll x2, Canola Oil 3kg x2... The car boot was fully utilized to max :P Blessed we feel when Charis Relau has yet to close even thought it was past 5pm. Still remembered the look on the nice helper when he saw the stuff in the back of the boot. He offered to get a trolley to move them for us. :) *thank you*
Glad that it makes a smile for those elders, hope it will be used for what God meant to be good. ;) God bless those who are in need! How much would RM209 meant to them as compared to us? Well, let those who need it, have it...

May Lord touches the hearts of many to provide for those who are poor. I truly thank you Lord for providing me more than I needed. Let me be reminded of Him who provides at all time. Praise You Lord and thank you.

Record 13: Mousey down with flu

I am down with terrible flu these days and I am wondering if it is a H1N1 :/ partially because I mixed with a potential H1N1 carrier hehehe... Well let's see if I still persistently having fever till this Friday! I hope I won't. ;) Been praying to God to lend me His healing hand open this sick cat :) I know Lord heard me.




This record is also to thank A-Roo for buying me a surprise Manukan honey just because I was having throat discomfort. *Thank You!*

Record 11: Our marriage preparation progress

*Ahem* *Ahem* This is to keep a simple record of my wedding preparation. A short and sweet record is truly enough for me to refresh my memory of the sweet bitter time..haha.. sweet is because it is indeed sweet (the word implies directly) and loving. Bitter is because it is tedious haha.

We started planning for our wedding in Sept'10 when our parents inquired us on our wedding date target. That's when we started to look into all the possible dates that suits me, A-Roo, my parents, A-Roo's parents and not forgetting our church and our pastor. There are indeed many factors involved *phew* but the excitement was great when we can finalized on the one and only date. Many prayers from many people have filled our prayer bowls. Our biggest Godzilla (in replace of the roadblock :P) in this area is my parents' business of course. It is our family nature that our parents would not let go off their work no matter what occasion it is (chinese new year, convocation, marriage..etc). In order to get a right date, we chose a day which is a weekday and a holiday..and there it is 2nd of May 2011.

Confirmed with Pastor Moses as officiator (Done)
Signed up with Aspial Bridal Shop (Done - 24/10/10)
Confirmed with Lone Pine for 2nd May 2011 (Pay deposit - Hehe!!)
Meet-up with florists (Finalizing)
Wedding favors (In progress - only 120 prepared ...)
Wedding Band Look-out (In progress - going for platinum now)
Master Bedroom Carpentry Work (Still finding)
Pre-wedding gown choosing (Done. Thanks SH, CC and PL! :)
Wedding live band (In progress - will talk to Ronald and HeartBeat)
Food Tasting in Lone Pine (Not yet started)
Pre-wedding pix taking (23/01/11)
Save-The-Date (In progress - sent out to out-station friends and ex-Alterians)
Guest List (In progress)
......................and many many more..

Well, this is really really a rough summary.. there were many discussion, many options, many research works involved in each of them.... phew :P

Record 9: Back To School

Our company hold a departmental dinner in Rasa Sayang Hotel end of Nov 2010. And guess what is the theme ?? ... "Back To School!" Initially all of us feel the theme is kind of lame and not many people are going to dress up accordingly. Well, the result showed a different outcome .. surprisingly ;) and... we all enjoyed ourselves with the many games and excitements... and for me, I am truly flattered with my new netbook! :) I am not lucky but blessed indeed. Will talk more on this later on. So basically, we had a 8-course Chinese dinner set. The games are truly amazing .. why? it is really.. again really very much related to the theme. Imagine that you are being ask of a mathematical questions, chemistry knowledge and so on. Interesting! Our table won most of the games like find-who game and they need to do some acting on the stage. A-Roo ended up on stage needed to say five different languages. Ha-ha! Our directors and managers are all dressed up and ready to go. Some dresses like kiddo with green short pants, white shirt tucked and carrying school bag around.. haha well, both me and Ah Roo are not less different... Here's our pix:


I went back hometown the week before and managed to found my precious hehe : the school badge and my school tie ;) .. ok i know i am not wearing a full Malaysian school uniform .. well does it matters? As long as I looked like one, no complaints! I just don't feel like spending a penny on the outfits since I am broke T.T .. as for A-Roo, he's wearing my bro's school uniform. Well that's what we call a "TRUE" uniform....

When they start giving away lucky draw, I was asking God for blessing and providence. I am asking in want of a netbook. It's for A-Roo as we really needed one. God knows my heart and why we needed in *not going to explain here*. There are like 40-inches LED TV, Samsung Galaxy S, printer, home-theater but the netbook is the one that catched my attention. Praying quietly in where I am, I talked to God and let God's will be done. And to my amusement, God answered my prayer when...SJNeoh spoke the magic number.. 1 ... 4 .. 0.. :) So, I just would like to thank God for what He has blessed me. I told A-Roo this magical experience for it is a blessing from God to him through me :)



"You gave me life and showed me kindness, and in Your providence watched over my spirit" Job 10:12

Record 7: Give thanks..

Sometimes it really awes me on how God works miracles in our life. Haha, I will keep remind myself of the good things that come and the wonders God has worked for me either upon hearing my prayers or He knows my heart. Well, will just leave this short and simple.

Heavenly Father, I just want to thank you for knowing my heart and hearing my prayer. I thank you Lord for resolving my matter with my mum and not just that, Lord, You showered my weekend with her and my family with many joy and laughter despite all the bad scenarios that I have anticipated. Thank you Lord, that you even flourished A-Roo’s relationship with my family. I know my family enjoyed his company. Lord, You always provide me the best and more than I have asked and I know my “Thank You” might not be able to express my gratitude in full but You know my heart. I give thanks all these in Jesus’s name. Amen.

Record 1: How we miss out the many good things that lied behind the bad things

I heard the sermon the other day in church. Pastor mentioned that bible is essential as a living guide. Our life on earth is never an easy one with many kinds of people to deal with and many unseen, unpredictable circumstances that we need to face. We need to be strong and courageous in every scenario.
I think most people is like me. Tend to worry for the things that happened and blurred out my sight on the other many things that happened at the same time as well as the result of the problem we are facing.
My boss (a.k.a SH my fiance) always reminded me of the good things around despite the issue. We have problem with our neighbor regarding the placement of that stupid garbage bin on public area. Eventually, we stopped arguing with her knowing that SHE IS IMPOSSIBLE. Both MPPP and police are not an effective tool towards her. We are not wrong in this case. We have proof (recorded using my old iPhone)by MPPP regarding everyone right on placing it there. It is just HER. I guess I will just leave it to God to deal with her. :P However, along the process, we have a better, closer relationship with another neighbor (they always call us if there is a red light or to check whether we are fine). Besides, we also foster a gd relationship with the long lost ex-owner of the house. A nice lady that searched doc on house plan for us and story-telling about her experience with the bad lady =_=. We also learned the process of police and MPPP. See..we gained more. Besides, my boss (again a.k.a my fiance) started to spend more time on me to assure that I am emotionally fine :D
Problems will never end..they come and they go and they come again. I will remind myself to see what I gain rather than what I lose. Thank you God for providing me and sorry that I have been blind of your work. I know that You Lord never leave us and is in the midst of Your work as a response to our prayer :) God we need you at all time.