Record 20: Feeling sad and yet feeling grateful

Today, A-Roo received his focal. My heart feels for him. He is such a smart guy, talented and yet people here does not appreciate him much. There isn't much I can do but just to cling close to him. I know him too well, he will always look things in the brighter perspective and always smile. How great is my hubby-to-be. No matter what, I will stand by him. I will always be there to hold him even he asked me not to :P

We bought the dog, Ruffy back home. To our amaze, God answered our prayer and he managed to walk a bit and slowly even though his fourth leg is still broken. Praise the Lord. This is truly amazing as he was healed by himself without undergoing any surgery. Thank you, God for hearing us. Now is time for the dog to rest a bit and walk a bit and we will be bringing him for another vet visit for 2nd opinion.

I love you, A-Roo. I want you to be happy, at times, it is out of my control and i cannot do anything but to stay near to you. Cheer up! Lord knows you and I know you. We know you will make it successfully soon!

Record 19: Sometimes when we have to then we will do it no matter what

Soon, there will be a new member in the house. A small doggy called Ruffy :) I love A-Roo for who he is, for the heart he has. How I feel blessed to have him! Hehe.. a heart that is so gentle and filled with love, no harden in whatsoever way even when things might be tough. Really love you, A-Roo. ;) No matter what will happen.. let's pray for Ruffy. Hope he will heal well and able to walk again and live healthily.
Abba Father, I just want to continue to surrender Ruffy into Your hand. Father, I ask of your Mighty and healing hand be upon him as You heal him fully and recover him from his injuries. May Ruffy be spared from all the pains and uncomfortable feelings that he might have, Lord. Let miracle happen on this poor little dog O'Lord. Come Lord as we beg you Lord. And I pray all these in Jesus's name. Amen.

Record 18: Not enough time?

When I think of this question, it actually draws me into many situations that are happening now in my life. Not enough time for wedding preparation (all the arrangements, florist finalization, song selection, slide making...blah blah blah...), not enough time for work and Silicon is coming!! (applicable to me and A-Roo..esp A-Roo.. my heart actually feels sad for all the troubles he is facing now, not enough time for friends (to get together and have a good chat and follow-up), not enough time for many many more things... -_-
But of all the "not enough time" matters, I feel for what A-Roo is facing. As a good future Mrs A-Roo, I shall need to be 1) patient 2) caring 3) understanding 4) helpful 5) always submit things to God on his behalf. We worry but we tend to forget we have a stronghold there waiting to help us - Our Father.
Abba Father, I just want to stop at this moment to pray to You Lord, those that concern and worry us. I want to esp surrender A-Roo into Your mighty hand that You will bless him abundantly with wisdom, knowledge and all the skills required for his succession of work. May he, Lord, be also granted with good rest and sleep Lord that he will be refreshed every day to get focus in his work Lord. May You Lord, provide him with all the neccessary helps. Thank you Lord and I pray all this in Jesus's name.